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mellon collie and the infinite sadness: 12.9.09

Wed Dec 9, 2009, 8:18 PM
god i wish i would have found a way out its the last time we were happy ever happy.

i go on long drives and i drive in a wide circle, i dont touch the fenceposts, i park and stare out the window and pretend im waiting for you, i walk downstairs in fear of bang bang bang and all the lights go out. in the parking lot you said sorry sorry sorry and i lied and i lied and i tried but i lied and lets put her in st. mungos certainly they will find a cure, there is no solution for the incurably sad. i cry at each lamp post and i cry at each secluded park and i cry outside each home and i punch pale legs as hard as i can which isn't so hard as ive lost 100 pounds maybe more. restaurants i hate it i see your car everywhere every neighborhood has memories may i request a lobotomy once they commit me to la la la of white coats and a small cot, participate in groups and watch the television all day, revert to catatonia i cannot hear a word you are saying matthew my heartsweet my matty moo please help me.

  • Mood: Pain
  • Listening to: what katie did.

august 28th, 2009

Fri Aug 28, 2009, 5:16 PM
is this the end -
or just the start of
something really really beautiful
wrapped up and disguised as
something really really ugly

im happy

i also love mylifeisgood

:)

  • Mood: Optimism
  • Listening to: the shins - new slang

august second, 2009

Sun Aug 2, 2009, 10:09 AM
we can do this together.
one: one day at a time
two: stand up for ourselves
three: dont look back into the sun

everyone has a secret so bite your mother tongue
and let the truth bleed over you, you open sheep-skin



you are so young
:so feel alive

  • Mood: Content
  • Listening to: voxtrot - soft&warm
  • Reading: ehno
  • Eating: cookie :]

july sixteenth twothousandnine

Thu Jul 16, 2009, 12:29 AM
you used to be so nice you used to be so good

[shh]



  • Mood: Relief
  • Listening to: brad sucks - sos
  • Reading: trainspotting x2
  • Watching: spins

June 7th, 2009

Sat Jun 6, 2009, 11:40 PM
if summer has more days like this then maaaaaaaaaybe it will be alright




it was the summer of love and i thank the stars above because the woman took a loving over me and just to gain her trust i bought a microbus because i sold off all my personal property a tight tye-dye dress she was a psychedelic mess we toured to the north, south, east, and west we sold some mushroom tea we sold some ecstasy we sold nitrous, opium, acid, heroin, and pcp and now i hear the police coming after me...

  • Mood: Bewildered
  • Listening to: sublime - right back
  • Reading: panic & cuckoo's nest
  • Playing: glowing frisbees

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